When Some Part of Your Life Seems Beyond Your Control
“God delays, but doesn’t forget.” — Spanish Proverb
Each month, I find it more difficult to meet my expenses until the end of the month, on my fixed income. As each month’s end grows closer and I find myself without enough funds for essentials like food and medications, I find myself sinking into a dark hole of depression and anxiety. I worry that I’ll become severely ill, as happened last year, spending months in the hospital. In today’s still lingering economic downturn, it’s frustrating for anyone who has lost a job or met financial setbacks. Those of us facing financial difficulty suddenly feel curtailed, with the rhythm of our lives changed in a way we never anticipated. But the Universe slows us down for a reason.
There can be gifts in adversity. They can give us some much-needed time alone, time to think. Being alone gives us the chance to find ourselves in a new way. We may be surprised to find some previously unknown inner resources. A period of waiting through adversity can also turn us to our Higher Power, God, or the Universe when the solace we need is beyond the capacity of people to give.
It’s challenging to be able to do nothing when the world tells us that we must take action. When action isn’t possible, accepting the circumstances of our lives enables us to experience the value of being, and not doing.
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Posted on January 22, 2011, in Change, Life, Life's Lessons, Personal Growth, Positive Thinking, Spirituality and tagged Adversity, Anxiety, Bankruptcy, Bipolar, Depression, Disorders, Economic Downturn, Extended Illness, Financial Setback, Fixed income, foreclosure, Frustration, Getting sick, god, Health, Higher Power, How to overcome Depression, Life challenge, Life Change, Life is Out of Control, Mental Health, mood, Out of Control, Personal Growth, Positive attitude, Positive Thinking, Positivity, Recession, Serious Illness. Bookmark the permalink. 4 Comments.