Desire Realized is Sweet to the Soul
“Desire realized is sweet to the soul.” — Proverbs 13:19
Christmas is approaching. I can recall as a child, every Christmas Eve coming home from church and running up to the Christmas tree, seeing presents – mounds of them, four huge stacks, one for each sibling, towering as high as the top of the tree itself. But even with that kind of excess, one can still experience a lifetime of deprivation. If we were deprived as children, we may still live with emptiness inside. Of what were we deprived; love, security, validation, acceptance, caring, or compassion?
I know that I like many others compensated by learning to bear the deprivation and survive. As an adult, I find myself still surviving. I settle; I don’t ask for things because I believe I don’t deserve anything. But making do with life’s crumbs has brought me to resentment, self-pity and feeling deprived. I remain a child, instead of becoming an emotionally healthy adult who feels competent and worthwhile.
I am learning where the balance is between wanting nothing and wanting everything. If I can continue to work on broadening my thinking to include such words as “plenty”, “fulfillment”, “pleasure”, and “satisfaction”, I know that only then will I start to believe there is enough of everything. It is then that I will become aware of the fullness of life around and within me. Living in the present helps me realize that I actually have everything I need in the moment.
This realization helps me feel worthwhile, competent – and even fulfilled. My prayer to the Universe today will be, “Please take away my fear of satisfaction and pleasure. Grant me an awareness of how good life is, whether it brings me what I expect.”
- Have a Good – Not a Goods – Holiday Season (mint.com)
- 8 Easy Ideas to Help Others During The Holidays From Gift Basket Village (prweb.com)
- Christmas with a Capital C: A Heart-Warming Christmas Movie on GMC (susanheim.blogspot.com)
Posted on December 3, 2010, in Adversity, Awareness, Childhood, Holidays, How to overcome Depression, Inner Self, Life, Personal Growth, Resentment, Seasons, Self Discovery, Self-improvement, Spirituality, Tough Times and tagged Acceptance, balance, Balance between nothing and everything, Bankruptcy, Childhood, christmas, Christmas and holiday season, Christmas Eve, Christmas tree, compassion, deprivation, Deprived, Desire, Dissapointment, Dissatisfaction, Enough of everything, Financial worries, Fullfillment, Gift, Holidays, Hope, Hopelessness, Lack of cash, Lack of money, Lean finances over holiday, Life, Life balance, Living in the present, Love, Money, No Money, Personal Growth, Pleasure, Pleasure-oriented world, Plenty, Resentment, Satisfaction, Satisfied, security, Self-pity, Survive, Survivival. Bookmark the permalink. 2 Comments.