Archive for the ‘Gay’ Category
8
Apr
Posted by Mark Schmitz in About Me, Addiction, Afraid, Amy Winehouse, Chemical Dependency, Drug Addiction, End of Relationship, Gay, Gay Relationship, Gay, Lesbian Bi-sexual, Transgendered, Queer [GLBTQ], Hurt emotions, Intimacy, Life, Life's Lessons, Love, Lyrics, Music, Personal Growth, Recovery, Relationships, Song Lyrics. Tagged: Amy Winehouse, Betrayal, End of a long term relationship, End of Relationship, Gay, Gay Relationship, Gay, Lesbian Bi-sexual, Transgendered, Queer [GLBTQ], Intimacy, Life, Loss of a Love Relationship, Love, Lyrics, Music, Personal Growth, Song Lyrics, Tears Dry On Their Own. Leave a Comment
All I can ever be to you is a darkness that we knew
And this regret I got accustomed to
Once it was so right
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8
Apr
Posted by Mark Schmitz in Friends, Friendship, Gay, Gay, Lesbian Bi-sexual, Transgendered, Queer [GLBTQ], Healing, Intimacy, Life, Love, Lyrics, People in your life, Personal Growth, Relationships, Self Discovery. Tagged: 19, Adele, All About Me, Friends, Friendships, Gay, Intimacy, Life, Love Song, Lyrics, Make You Feel My Love, Mental Health, New Beginning, Personal Growth, Positive Thinking, Relationships, Special Friend. Leave a Comment
When the rain
Is blowing in your face
And the whole world
Is on your case
I could offer you
A warm embrace
To make you feel my love
When the evening shadows
And the stars appear
And there is no one there
To dry your tears
I could hold you
For a million years
To make you feel my love
I know you
Haven’t made
Your mind up yet
But I [...]
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2
Apr
Posted by Mark Schmitz in About Me, Addiction, Afraid, Boundaries, Change, Conflict, Courage, Decision, Decision Making, Depression, Dificulty, Dishonest, Dispute, End of Relationship, Fear, Gay, Gay Relationship, Gay, Lesbian Bi-sexual, Transgendered, Queer [GLBTQ], Healing, Honesty, Hurt emotions, Inner Self, Intimacy, Life, Life's Lessons, Love, Love Letters, Mental Health, Personal Growth, Personality, Positive Thinking, Recovery, Relationships, Self Discovery, Self-forgiveness, Shame, Spirituality, Tough Times, course of right action, deceit, feelings, forgiveness, inspiration. Tagged: Divorce, End of Relationship, Good bye, Grief, Loss of relationship, Love, relationship, Separation, Sunday in the Park with George. 3 Comments
“I left because there was no room for me. But you could tell me not to go. Say it to me. Tell me not to go.” — Stephen Sondheim. Dot in Sunday in the Park with George.
To leave someone we love is to knowingly break a vital connection. Even if we chose to leave, we [...]
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2
Apr
Posted by Mark Schmitz in About Me, Boundaries, Change, Decision, Gay, Gay Relationship, Gay, Lesbian Bi-sexual, Transgendered, Queer [GLBTQ], Healing, Hurt emotions, Life, Life's Lessons, Mental Health, People in your life, Personal Growth, Personality, Recovery, Self-forgiveness, Shame, Spirituality, Struggle, Tough Times, Truth, coupling, feelings, forgiveness. Tagged: Anger, Betrayal, Divorce, End of Relationship, Fear, Goodbye, Grief, Loss of relationship, Love, Pain of Divorce, Rejection, relationship, Separation, Sunday in the Park with George. Leave a Comment
“She looks for me. God. Let her look for me and tell me why she left me.” — Stephen Sondheim. George in Sunday in the Park with George.
To be left by someone we love is to experience a break in the heart’s flow. To be left is to endure unanswered questions, to feel fear, anger, [...]
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14
Mar
Posted by Mark Schmitz in About Me, Gay, Gay, Lesbian Bi-sexual, Transgendered, Queer [GLBTQ], Humanity, Life, Personal Growth. Tagged: All About Me, Atheist, Bisexual, Chalice, christianity, Church, Congregation, Democratic Process, Gay, Gay, Lesbian Bi-sexual, Transgendered, Queer [GLBTQ], Gender Socialization, Hans Deutsch, Homophobia, Homosexuality, Humanity, Interweave, Lesbian, Life, Life's Lessons, New Age, Non denomitation, Opinions, Pagan, Personal Growth, religion, Same-sex couple, Same-sex relationship, Sexual Orientation, Spirituality, Transgendered, Unitarian, Unitarian Universalism, Unitarian Universalist, Universalist, UU, UU Symbol, UUA, Welcoming Congregation, Wicca. 3 Comments
I am a part of one of the Unitarian Universalist (UU) congregations here in Phoenix, Arizona. When I make mention to individuals inquiring what “church” I attend, and tell them I am a UU, the response is most often, “Oh yeah, sure; I’ve been to a Unity church before.” Unity and Unitarian Universalism are not [...]
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4
Feb
Posted by Mark Schmitz in 12 Step Program, AIDS, About Me, Addiction, Bi Polar, Depressiom, Dysfunction, Gay, Gay Relationship, HIV, Healing, How to overcome Depression, Mental Health, Personal Growth, Recovery. Tagged: 12 Step, 12 Step Program, Addiction, AIDS, All About Me, Anxiety, Bi Polar, Bipolar, Bipolar disorder, Chemical Dependency, Depression, Dysfunction, Gay, Gay Relationship, Gay relationships, Gay, Lesbian Bi-sexual, Transgendered, Queer [GLBTQ], Healing, HIV, How to overcome Depression, Life, Life's Lessons, Mental Health, Personal Growth. 3 Comments
I am bipolar and within the last year or so, have begun to experience severe anxiety and panic. In late December I had meltdown of incredible proportions. The extreme anxiety disorder is new for me; haunting me for a little more than a year now. Anxiety so strong, and triggered by the actions of my [...]
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18
Jan
Posted by Mark Schmitz in Gay, Gay Domestic Violence, Gay, Lesbian Bi-sexual, Transgendered, Queer [GLBTQ], Health, Intimacy, Love, Opinions, Personal Growth, Relationships. Tagged: Addiction, Black Spring, Bring Sex into the open, dirty jokes, disgust with sex, Gay, Gay Domestic Violence, Gay, Lesbian Bi-sexual, Transgendered, Queer [GLBTQ], Health, Henry Miller, Intimacy, Love, Mental Health, mockery of sex, Opinions, Personal Growth, Relationships, rituals of sex, Sex, Sex Addiction, Sex is part of diverse part of life, Sex is vital part of life, Sexuality, shame around sex, taboos of sex, Tropic of Cancer, Tropic of Capricorn, Uneasiness around sex. Leave a Comment
“ Sex is one of the nine reasons for reincarnation. The other eight are unimportant. “ — Henry Miller
Henry Valentine Miller (December 26, 1891 –– June 7, 1980) was an American novelist and painter. He was known for breaking with existing literary forms, developing a new sort of novel made up of autobiography, social criticism, philosophical [...]
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31
Jul
Posted by Mark Schmitz in Digital Photography, Gay, Life, Photo Edit. Tagged: Creative outlet, digital image, Digital Photography, Erotic Art, Gay, Homo Erotic, Life, Photo, Photo Edit, photo Editing, photography, Pic, Sex theme. Leave a Comment
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Big Blue
Wrestle for Top
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28
Jul
Posted by Mark Schmitz in Change, Family, Fear, Friends, Gay, Gay, Lesbian Bi-sexual, Transgendered, Queer [GLBTQ], Hope, Intimacy, Life, Life's Lessons, Love, Personal Growth, Relationships. Tagged: abuser, Challenge, challenges, Change, Crazy Life, difficult times, Difficulty, Embrace fear, Face Difficulty, Facing fear, Family, Fear, Friends, Gay, Gay, Lesbian Bi-sexual, Transgendered, Queer [GLBTQ], Hope, Instability, Intimacy, Life, Life as victim, Life challenge, Life is a roller coaster, Life with abuser, Life with crystal meth abuser, Life with drug addict, Life with Narcissistic partner, Life with paranoid schizophrenic partner, Life with partner who has mental health issues, Life's Lessons, Love, Personal Growth, Relationships, Rollercoaster of Life, Strength in the face of adversity, victim. Leave a Comment
The most thrilling, tantalizing, INCREDIBLY SCARIEST RIDE you’ll ever dare to take!
Sometimes I don’t want to experience the same ride as the last time…
My life with my partner has so far been feeling like a roller coaster ride. Don’t get me wrong, I love roller coasters. The real ones that is. But lately [...]
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4
Jul
Posted by Mark Schmitz in Addiction, Boundaries, Conflict, Fear, Gay, Gay Domestic Violence, Gay, Lesbian Bi-sexual, Transgendered, Queer [GLBTQ], Life, Lying, Personal Growth, Relationships, Suffering, Truth, Violence. Tagged: Abuse, Addiction, Adversity, Beating, Bisexual, Boundaries, Circle of Abuse, Circle of Violence, Conflict, Cycle of Abuse, Domestic Violence, Fear, Gay, Gay Domestic Abuse, Gay Domestic Violence, Gay, Lesbian Bi-sexual, Transgendered, Queer [GLBTQ], Hitting, Homosexual, intimate partner violence, Lesbian, Life, Lying, Mental Health, Mental Health, Order of Protection, Personal Growth, Pride, Protection, Queer, Rage, Relationships, Restraining Order, Suffering, Transgendered, Truth, Violence. Leave a Comment
The world was always yours; you would not take it.” — Archibald MacLeish
In the month of October 2007, I experienced a very bad day, and one that I am very ashamed of. I allowed myself into a situation with my partner where I ended up getting hurt. I made some very wrong choices that day. It’s [...]
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