The world was always yours; you would not take it.” — Archibald MacLeish
In the month of October 2007, I experienced a very bad day, and one that I am very ashamed of. I allowed myself into a situation with my partner where I ended up getting hurt. I made some very wrong choices that day. It’s possible during a difficult time to become sidetracked in self-pity, anxiety, anger or fear. Yesterday, I felt all of those feelings. It can be easier for me to fall into those feelings than to look honestly at my responsibilities at the moment. When I feel myself spiraling down, possibly into a dangerous, unhealthy situation, it’s time to ask some hard questions.\
What will I choose differently today? Am I willing to take care of myself before i take care of anyone or anything else? Is there someone I can call or turn to, something I can do to stay on track with my personal growth and respect me?
I know the answers are all within me. I have infinite inner resources and potential. I have people to whom I can reach out. I have my Higher Power and I have a commitment to myself. Through all of these I will find the hope and encouragement I need, just for today to keep me safe and out of harms way.
